08 April 2007

when u want something



When i don't want something , i don't feel connected to it or like it or even care about it , but once i want something and put it in my mind i become so afraid of loosing it or it won't happen or it will slip away from my hand .

for instance , yesterday i was watching one of the greatest movies ever "Breakfast at Tiffany's" -1961- if you heard of it before .

i heard so much about this movie before i watched it and liked its story alot and when i knew it was on T.V. i left everything and went to watch it , then i felt so afraid that i might not be able to complete it to the end ... or the power might go off ... or dad come and tell me to change the channel ... or a phone call hold me ... or ... or ... or

the point is .. when i wanned to watch the movie all these feers came over me , Oh God i heat this feeling .. it forbids me to enjoy my moment

any way .. for any one watched this movie before he'll know what i mean when i say : WOW , quite a movie . it's fantastic , very touchy and i got deep into it . i felt like "holly" -Audrey Hepburn- most of the time .. at first i thought she is living her life without a purpose .. but nooo she was seeking a comfortable home for her brother "fred" although her means were wrong .


on the other hand she was sooooooooo lucky to have a friend like "Paul" -George Peppard-


Any one could pay half of his life for such friendship and love .. so they can live with each other by the other half
any way, i liked this movie alot and i wanted to share it with you

19 comments:

lockash أحمد تمام said...

i saw ur blog,u looks so tender kind and sensetive, and for feeling that movie,try to look the sky and take a deep breath,nice blog and willcome back every time i can,

Anonymous said...

shams this's my first time to visit ur blog...and it's very nice
as for ur feeling i know what ur talking about...but try to be stronger than this feeling to stop it from ruining ur life
ur like me when i watch a movie i live it completely
nice post..nice feelings :)

Unknown said...

احساس الخوف من المستقبل
اظن نقدر نسيطر علية بقوة ارادتنا
وبطموحنا

عارف انك ممكن تقولى هو كل حاجة ارادة
ايوة كل حاجة ارادة
والشى اللى ممكن يرفع ارادتنا لاكبر مستوى هو نبل الهدف اللى عاوزينة
لكن اعراض مرض الخوف من المستقبل اكيد اى انسان بيحس بيها

دعاء عادل said...

الله يا شمس احساسك عالى اوى
وبجد حسيت بكل كلمه قلتيها
عارفه فعلا لما لواحد بيحب حاجه اوى المخاوف بتكتر اوى وده فى اغلب الوقت بيسرق مننا استمتعنا بالحظه
انا مش شفت الفيلم ده بس اكيد لازم اشوفه لانه شكله حلو اوى
وربنا يوفقك

heba said...

lockash
thank u so much , am so flattered

and yes , looking at the sky and taking a deep breath is very affective

ur welcome back any time
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shayma
am soooo pleased 4 ur visit

about that feeling i tries so hard 2 b stronger but i can't help it and it is ruining my life or at least my moment

ur soooo nice
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مش فاهم حاجة
إحساس الخوف من المستقبل هو اللي مسيطر علي

وبعدين كل حاجة إرادة إرادة
ودي أجيبها منين يا معلم ؟؟
بس أكيد هحاول أحافظ على نبل الهدف
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دعاء
هو ده والله حقيقي اللي انا حساه يا دعاء .. لما بحب حاجة اوي بخاف تضيع من ايدي اوي برده وفعلاً بتسرق استمتاعنا باللحظة وده اللي بيضايقني

والفيلم دمه خفيف اوي وحلو وان شاء الله هيعجبك

3lool said...

i didnt see the movie but i got the idea of most of your post..
well also many times i feel the same way as you described i destroy the joy moment the same way too
sometimes i think that i see happy moments are too much for me to continue so i fear of losing it

i like your post
and your blog

keep it up

heba said...

3LOL
thank u for stopping by , i was so pleased , but let me tell this :

happy moments are not too much for any one . especially for you . u deserve happy moments .. just free ur self to feel it

i advise me of that too cauz fear of losing things destroys everything around

إبراهيم محسن said...

شمس
انا مش عارف انت قاهرية ولا لأ
بس قلت مينفعش معزمكيش
http://hearttrainer.blogspot.com/2007/04/wama.html
ده لينك العزومة
يا رب بقى توافقي وظروفك تسمح وتنوريني
اتمنى ذلك
سلام

heba said...

إبراهيم
شكراً يا ابراهيم على العزومة وأنا سبت كومنت عندك بخصوص الموضوع ده

Reemo said...

i didnt see this movie before
but i like ur way in talking about it i`ll search for it sure
but i want to tell u some thing
owr future is in our hand
we kan overrule it
dont ever let the situations appoint ur way
nice post
regards

heba said...

reemoo
i'll do my best reemoo , thnx 4 the advise but sometimes situations appoint the way against our will .. all what it takes is a little control

فبركة said...

really it's a great review Shams
I think U can be a good writer if u want..
shiko_4u@hotmail.com
shiko_angel@yahoo.com
I'm a journalist i a ( www.boswtol.com) site
add me if u want to write a reviews in it
bye my dear
Sherif

Tamer Nabil Moussa said...

It is clear that the film more than your wonderful it is clear, as I have a love life, no life without love Post wonderful

heba said...

sherif
thank you soooooooo much for what u said of me being writer and my reviews and i'll consider ur offer absolutely

by the way , am a big fan of(boswtol)before the new look

gooo on
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tamer
sure no life without love
i can tell u that without having a love life
real firendship and love are life itself . thank you

أميرة البلطجية said...

I like your English most of all :)
Well, dear Shams... We will never break away from this fearful cycle unless............ I dunno what! bs there gotta be a way!
Havent watched the film yet.. bs inshallah in case I come across it, I am sure I will remember u :)
But I know a song with the same title. Have u heard it?>> sa7ee7 ya Shams, were you a listener of Hala Hashish? I dunno why bs u remind me of her :)
Salam ya 2amar

SomeOne said...

هو عشان انا معلقتش بقالي فترة
تقومي متزريش مدوني

انا متابع والله بس ملقتش كلام اقوله

ولا يرضيكي احط كومنت وخلاص

وكمان انا ثقافتي هيلوغريفي مش انجليزي

:))

سلاماتي و احتراماتي

nohamy said...

اوقات كتير بكون نفسي اتفرج على فيلم بس بتحصل نفس الحاجات دى تليفون .حد عاوز يغير المحطة
اخر مرة صديق عزيز جى من منطقة بعيدة نفسه يشوفنى

heba said...

princess
Yes , we'll never break away from this fearful cycle unless we find a way
about the song what is it's name and i'll try to get it and i think i heard of hala hashish before but am not quite sure , u can tell me more about her
... and
certainly , ur english is GREAT
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شادي
حقك علي يا شادي .. انا جاية حالاً
بس لما كنت بزور مدونتك قريب مكانش في بوستات جديدة فقلت مش مشكلة ابقى اعدي في وقت تاني بس باجي والله
وبعدين مانا كاتبة بالهيلوغريفي .. هو انا كاتبة بالإنجليزي .. البلوج نور حقيقي
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بني آدم
ساعة ما الحاجات دي تحصل بقول .. اهو ده اللي انا مكنتش عاملة حسابه ..بس حاجة تضايق فعلاً لما ببقى عايزة حاجة والاقي مانع كده بس .. يللا معلش يا تهامي متعوضة في الإعادة إن شاء الله

Anonymous said...

Great work.